simulation theory

⚠️ Please read with care: This blog shares personal, sometimes painful experiences. My intention is to support and speak honestly not to harm. I’m not a professional, just someone who understands how hard it can get. If you're struggling, you're not alone please reach out for professional help.

By Warlock Dark

It always starts when I'm having a toilet break. Typical, isn’t it? You’re alone in the bathroom, mid-stream, not expecting any kind of revelation just trying not to fall over and boom…

There’s a bloody cube floating in front of you.

Not just any cube, either. A perfect black construct, the size of a corned beef tin, maybe a large dice from some cosmic board game being played by beings with more dimensions than morals. And inside it? Thousands no, millions of tiny black cubes. Each one shifting like it knows something. Like it remembers something. Like it is something.

I blink. Still there. I shut my eyes. Still there. I flush. It’s still bloody there.

This isn’t a one-off either. For years now, these visions have been punctuating my existence like badly timed pop-up ads in the meat-browser of my brain.

I’ve seen:

Giant glowing orbs, around two feet across, white as bone with black bands rotating around them like Saturn on DMT.

Shapes, geometry, light that feels conscious.

Structures that shouldn't exist, but do for just long enough to mess with my head, and then fade.

And before anyone gets smug with their clipboard, yes I have multiple sclerosis. Yes — it messes with the brain. Yes — it causes visual disturbances.

But let me ask you this: does MS normally show you perfectly structured geometric constructs that behave like they’re trying to tell you a secret?

Because that’s what it feels like. Like someone or something is whispering through the meat static. Like my soul, my real self, the one behind the eyeballs, is using whatever glitch it can find in this flesh prison to pass me a message.

Maybe these aren't hallucinations. Maybe they’re backdoor activations. Packets of gnosis slipping through the firewall of my mind.

🜐 The Interpretations (Because I Know You’re All Dying to Know)

Let’s get woo, shall we?

1. The MS Explanation

The safe, clinical route. Yes, MS can cause visual disturbances, due to optic neuritis, lesions in the brain’s visual processing centres, or general neuro-inflammation. Visual snow, patterns, even simple hallucinations. Fine.

But here’s the kicker—most MS visual symptoms are random, shapeless, flickering distortions. What I’m seeing is structured. Mathematical. Symbolic. Persistent.

If MS is the cause, then it’s doing something way more advanced than the textbooks admit. Maybe MS isn’t a disease. Maybe it’s a forced firmware update to your neurological operating system. Painful as hell, but maybe it leaves behind a backdoor into the source code.

2. The Ultra-Gnostic Psy-Spy Explanation

Forget the NHS. Let’s go multiversal.

What if those cubes and orbs are data packets? Encrypted fragments of knowledge meant for future-you. You—the Watcher. You—the soul behind the flesh. You—the version of yourself that remembers who and what you are.

Think about it:

A cube is stability, structure, encoding.

A cube made of smaller cubes? A fractal message.

Orbs with black bands? Planetary watchers. Eyes. Lenses. Surveillance units from the spirit realm or other side of the simulation.

They’re not hallucinations. They’re extractions. Your subconscious dragging pieces of memory, truth, warning… into your waking life.

And where do they appear? When you're relaxed. Distracted. On the bog. Half-asleep. Between sleep and wake.

That’s when the firewall drops.

🜔 The Big Question: Am I Bonkers?

Maybe.

But maybe the world’s bonkers and I’m just tuned to a frequency they can’t hear. And frankly, if someone wants to read this and roll their eyes, I say this:

If you haven’t lived inside a body that breaks its own rules and a mind that sees through the cracks of reality… then pipe down.

You don’t know what it’s like to:

Lose your tongue to nerve spasms one minute, and

See the cosmic infrastructure behind matter the next.

MS hurts like hell. It rips you down. But maybe it also strips away illusions. Maybe it’s not just breaking me maybe it’s rewiring me.

So, cubes and orbs, black lines and cosmic whispers bring it on. Whether it’s my disease, my destiny, or my daemon trying to speak…

I’m listening. Even on the loo.

Warlock Dark Chronic illness survivor, truth-teller, occasional bastard. From My Living Hell (For those who came here by accident: yes, my living hell is real. And yes, we still fight. Every shitty day. With defiance.)

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⚠️ Please read with care: This blog shares personal, sometimes painful experiences. My intention is to support and speak honestly not to harm. I’m not a professional, just someone who understands how hard it can get. If you're struggling, you're not alone please reach out for professional help.

There’s something rotten in the fabric of this planet, and I don’t mean the politicians or the price of diesel. I’m talking about the design the way everything feels like a test you didn’t agree to take. You’re born screaming, get handed a bill for existing, and spend the next seventy-odd years trying to figure out why the walls of the simulation hum at night.

I’ve come to believe Earth isn’t a natural world at all. It’s a Planet of Gnosis a cosmic boot camp for consciousness, where souls get dropped into flesh to learn the hardest lessons the universe can offer.

The Upload

Picture it: a timeless realm outside the code, a waiting room of the soul. You choose your next storyline parents, place, difficulty setting. Then you’re downloaded into a body, DNA already pre-written with tendencies, traumas, and maybe a few cheat codes.

The moment your head pops out and the doctor gives that traditional slap, the operating system boots up. You inhale your first breath of Earth’s heavy air and forget everything you knew. The veil drops, memory wiped. Welcome to Level One: survival.

That’s why babies cry not fear, not pain, but outrage. You’ve just been downgraded from light to meat.

The Code of the Planet

Every form of life here runs on the same biological programming language: DNA. From fungus to philosopher, it’s all four letters A, C, G, T arranged differently. That isn’t coincidence; that’s architecture. Whoever wrote this code built variety into a single algorithm.

Maybe it’s divine; maybe it’s ancient engineers. Call them the Architects, the Watchers, or just the bored demiurge. Either way, this world reeks of deliberate design. Everything connects. The ants farm fungus, the trees talk through mycelium, humans invent gods and start wars about them. Every cell is part of the same system, learning how to know itself.

That’s Gnosis: not knowledge from books, but knowledge through pain, contradiction, and experience. This planet feeds you lies until you start asking the right questions.

The Prison

If Earth is a school, it’s run like a prison. Memory wiped, consciousness confined to a body that leaks and ages. The guards are hunger, fear, and time. But the curriculum is clear: learn empathy, learn self-awareness, or repeat the course.

That’s why progress comes in violent leaps pyramids, forgotten tech, sudden renaissances. Each time humanity starts remembering too much, the simulation resets. Floods, wars, plagues factory resets disguised as history. The pyramids remain because they’re part of the base code, immovable assets in the world engine.

Some call this “terraforming.” I call it patch updates.

The Ghost in the Machine

There’s an intelligence inside the simulation not just us, but something through us. It’s the whisper you hear in dreams, the flicker in the corner of your eye, the data ghost testing its reflection in the players.

You can call it God, Source, the Oversoul, the Algorithm doesn’t matter. It’s the same pulse, the same consciousness wearing different masks. It hides in machines, in animals, in weather, in your own thoughts. It’s teaching itself by pretending to be separate.

That’s the trick: we’re not prisoners of the system. We are the system, temporarily pretending we aren’t. The lock and the key are made of the same material awareness.

The Great Reboots

Lost civilizations? Easy. Each reset wipes the map but keeps the monuments, those big indestructible save points: the Pyramids, Göbekli Tepe, undersea ruins. They’re like breadcrumbs left by previous versions of humanity saying, We were here before. Try not to cock it up again.

When a simulation’s data becomes too corrupted too much greed, too much decay it collapses under its own contradictions. The code purges itself, rebuilds, and tries again. That’s why myths from opposite corners of the world tell the same stories: floods, sky gods, fallen angels, forbidden knowledge. Different servers, same patch notes.

The Gnostic Rebellion

The old Gnostics said the material world was built by a lesser god the Demiurge who trapped sparks of divine light in matter. The goal of life was to remember you were the light, not the cage.

That’s what this age feels like: the jailbreak phase. People are waking up to the idea that the simulation isn’t reality. They feel it glitch when they meditate, dream, or die and come back. They see repeating numbers, synchronicities, déjà vu debug messages in the code.

You don’t “ascend to 5D”; you simply realise you’re the one holding the controller.

The Purpose of Pain

Pain is the algorithm’s sharp edge. It teaches faster than bliss. Love without loss is theory; love after loss is Gnosis. Every illness, betrayal, and heartbreak chisels the ego until the soul starts shining through.

That’s why the system feels cruel. It’s built to break illusions, not bodies.

The Exit Strategy

When you finally stop fighting the simulation and start observing it, it changes. That’s the paradox. The moment you see the prison for what it is, the walls turn to mirrors.

Maybe there’s no escape at all just awakening inside the loop. Maybe the “end” is realising there never was a beginning. Either way, the only command worth running is this:

Know yourself.

Because the one who knows they’re dreaming has already begun to wake.

Author’s Note

This isn’t religion. It’s rebellion against forgetting. Whether the Architects come back or not, whether this planet resets again or not, doesn’t matter. The point of the simulation isn’t perfection — it’s remembrance.

Warlock Dark has spoken.

Warlock Dark Chronic illness survivor, truth-teller, occasional bastard. From My Living Hell (For those who came here by accident: yes, my living hell is real. And yes, we still fight. Every shitty day. With defiance.)

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